PaX
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I loveeee it lol
Really glad to see you around again, I will update your credits in sidebar text :3
PaX
2d ago
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Ohh okay, I see lol
PaX
2d ago
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Rly tired rn and usually I lurk if I'm still online but I have to know:
How did you find this old post? I don't mind necroing but you're the 2nd person to reply in the last few hrs on this months old post, did someone link it somewhere?
Also I generally feel the same about the weird thing, good thing they stopped using it lol
PaX
3d ago
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Thank youu lol
Idk maybe I can turn today into that 
, wait except I actually do remember ingesting a little caffeine today already lol
PaX
3d ago
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Noooo lol
I am so bad at writing
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3d ago
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That's real :(
That's how I felt yesterday, trying to figure out if today is gonna be like that too
Hoping your tomorrow is better
PaX
3d ago
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I have also encountered this
Dudes rock 
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3d ago
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Are you familiar with the Freedom of Form Foundation? https://freedomofform.org
Was at a furry convention a few years ago, got to meet some of their people. A lot of their work is rly far off and dreamy (positive meaning) but they do genuinely have some talented and passionate biologists, engineers, etc, working on stuff like this
One of their bigger, more practical projects rn is a functional tail prosthesis that people can control with their minds, pending real tails maybe one day ofc lol
PaX
3d ago
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Fr, what the hell is up with that
I feel like new meds leveling me out a bit but still
I start doing a bunch of stuff I put off, post a lot or work on a project or something, then all the momentum is gone the next day lol
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3d ago
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PaX stop using lol and tbh every other sentence challenge, difficulty level IMPOSSIBLE
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@rtstragedy@hexbear.net RE: Nuclear reactor simulator game
Sorry for late reply, I'm always doing that to people and I hate it :/
Yess, there are a few, precious, rare nuclear reactor sim games, which vary in quality and complexity quite a bit. The one I was referring to is "Chernobyl: The Legacy Continues", which has a very weird history for a game lol. It was made as an actual plant operator training simulator program but was turned into a game for total fuckin nerds lol. I don't wanna put anyone off of trying it but it's probably the most complicated to learn and master out of the reactor sim games I know of, has a learning curve like a mountain and UI like you would imagine for a 90s industrial training program but it is really fun if you can get into it and is like no other game I know of lol. It's also an ancient game for 16-bit Windows but someone has made a modern port of it here: https://github.com/gdzx/chernobyl-simulator (that port also fixes some bugs and lets you pause and turn off the pop-up videos of the plant supervisor telling you off for messing up lmao)
If you're on Unix you might be able to run that with Wine without the included NTVDM compatibility layer (also ported to modern Windows), I'm not sure. Would highly highly recommend checking out this guy's videos about the game to learn how to play cuz the in-game tutorial does not prepare you lol, also the videos are just fun to watch (he even has a Chernobyl accident recreation video): https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLtMqEBTig8fJzthGYTWWWuMYIB1z3nhJX (scroll down to RBMK-1000 simulator tutorials)
Probably my other favorite reactor sim game is called "Nucleares", it's much much more modern and simulates the operation of the whole plant in 3D. It's simplified but still really fun and much more easy to get into. I think it's still in early access and has some frustrating qualities but it's getting better and better. Also, tbh, that game kept my shattered attention span for much longer than Chernobyl lol
There are a few other reactor sim games floating around, but not enough imo :/ . I tried another called something like "BWR Reactor Simulator" but it kinda just felt like a tech demo or something for a real simulator program, kinda boring, too simple.
Hope you find interesting, lemme know if you need help getting anything to run, simulated plant equipment or otherwise lol. That modern port of Chernobyl ran pretty well on my system but it's ancient, couldn't get the UI to scale so it's kinda harsh on the eyes on modern resolution screens too :(
Simgenics needs to turn another one of their training programs into games for us reactor nerds smh
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Awful website, although it is fun to visit sometimes to watch the nerds argue smugly about the most esoteric computer-toucher shit imaginable, I go to lwn.net comment sections for same reason lol, although those are generally much better. I actually like that site
I saw someone use "uwu" in an lwn.net comment section the other day, gave me some kind of mental whiplash for a bit
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5d ago
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Omg people read my bio lol, love to see it tbh. I'm always reading peoples bios
I went back to the Chernobyl reactor sim game, forgot how to operate it, didn't wanna be a RBMK fake fan :(
Maybe I'll put it back if I remember :3
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5d ago
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Just like me fr fr, except today it seems
Sorry to hear deadline passed :( ,really sucks when that happens
Maybe next time!!
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5d ago
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Yesss I did it, got distracted a few times but it's now cleanest it's been in like 6 months lol
Tend to let it get really bad when I'm feeling really bad
Background pain radiation levels in here now muchhh lower
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5d ago
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Okay okay I'm going, I'm going!! Will do the things, thank you
PaX
5d ago
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Can someone tell me to go clean my room, do things I've been putting off for 9999999999999999 time units? 
Woke dog???? Dog is woke now???
PaX
7d ago
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bump
 
DON'T...... FUCKING say it, I jsut like hawk I get extremely mad and violent whenever someone says
Please don't let [Soy Kim](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soy_Kim) die!  btw
Please don't LKBD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! \ lkenbnmcpomn plealse dontrn tnnnnmrnmrMDS?><M><N v v dnn IF KBD I WOU<D HAVE NOTHIGN N TOT OTOLIVEI IFKOR First banned joke onmn= /c/badposting .net I am not okay tbh
I can't remember the joke though Anyway, my grill broke 
Keep calm and Chive on, my fellow good sirs!!
Been not posting for a bit for bad-feeling reasons and now this Shit just keeps getting worse and worse  One antigen test (all I had/can afford) is negative but I'm almost certain its covid cuz my friend I see all the time is sick and someone they live with has a confirmed case :( I have never felt more doomer in my life, can't stop thinking about not living I don't want to get worse anymore At least this time I don't feel so sick
Been off the site mostly for a bit cuz I've been feeling bad :( I've been living with my family again since my life fell apart and they eat even worse than me. I have things to eat but I want to eat fresh food, stuff that you couldn't buy at a hardware store. Tired of eating absolute slop cuz there's nothing else I just confirmed that this place has a lead water service line and I'm afraid to drink the water. I knew it probably had one before and I grew up here so the damage is probably already done but yeh I am such a ball of anxiety I can't stop thinking about the lead water or the peeling paint here or dust from when my family was doing work on this ancient house in the most negligent way possible some months ago I miss having a place to live where the people I live with just barely tolerate me and don't go on rants about immigrants and crime waves and demonrats and where I don't have to worry about being poisoned slowly just by existing Anyway, whining over, most of  should be bulldozed and the debris buried in a big pile which is designated a toxic waste zone , everything is full of toxic chemicals and heavy metals unless you have money and can afford the good things and it's driving me insane It's not urgent but if you wanna help I would really appreciate it Links for money-sending **that do not identify me** (I hope this means it can stay up):  (I think this one has anonymous money-sending capability without needing an account) Cash app: $paxxap Thank you for reading, sorry for asking, the online work I was doing has dried up for now :(
I am elevating this from megathread post to real post I regret looking at X almost every time This weird discourse has done actual psychic damage I think Can someone make this make sense to me? Not uncritically adopting the weaponization of language traditionally, normally even, used to attack queer and neurodiverse people against less-lib American reactionaries by Democrats makes you a fed? It's not a hill I would die but yeah We are truly reaching levels of normality never seen before, regardless of how not weird and normal it is in many sections of society to be a turbo-reactionary Have we entered a period where internet leftists and ~~K-hive~~standard internet left-libs become almost indistinguishable? I feel like I'm stuck in the event horizon of a terminally online singularity, spiraling toward a center of infinite onlineness The most online people I have ever seen are telling other online people to log the fuck off, the 🥥🌴 usernames are joining with the 🍉🇵🇸 usernames in fed-jacketing people, the Democrat campaign is reposting dril tweets We are cooked, the  internet singularity consumes us all Weirdn ormal weird werird normal couch weird weird normal
  If I don't reply I have experienced some kind of energy function collapse
 Fire alone can save our country.... 
