nathanfieldertulpa 5d ago • 100%
Manhunt(check the cw list, lmao)
really excited to see how lilly wachowski handles that book
i added all of those to my to read list, ty
nathanfieldertulpa 5d ago • 100%
oh otros looks sick, that might be next up for me
nathanfieldertulpa 5d ago • 100%
does anyone have any trans lit recs? i just read Tell Me I’m Worthless and it destroyed me. i’ve already read Nevada, Detransition Baby, Little Fish, and Wild Geese
nathanfieldertulpa 2w ago • 100%
wearing a mask isnt traumatizing but having my health completely fucking ruined by long covid certainly was
nathanfieldertulpa 1mo ago • 100%
down with cis
nathanfieldertulpa 2mo ago • 100%
up with trans
nathanfieldertulpa 2mo ago • 100%
dj sabrina the teenage dj not being in the i saw the tv glow soundtrack feels like a huge missed opportunity tbh
nathanfieldertulpa 2mo ago • 100%
i've found that i've had to downsize a bit, yeah. a lot of us have shallow breasts and i think the site isn't that good at finding a bra size for that breast type
nathanfieldertulpa 2mo ago • 100%
(god gives her biggest tits to her most anxious boymoders)
nathanfieldertulpa 2mo ago • 100%
abrathatfits has me in C/D range instead of B/C now
nathanfieldertulpa 2mo ago • 100%
sometimes i still say avatar and i wonder if it clocks me as a boomer (millennial)
nathanfieldertulpa 3mo ago • 100%
i just stayed calm and didn't shake during my injection for the first time!! i used to have major needle anxiety so the fact that ive gotten over it over the last year (i have another med that i need to inject) feels huge for me and its cool lil side effect of me having a better handle on my emotions now
nathanfieldertulpa 3mo ago • 100%
yes. those rocks belong to outdoor cats
nathanfieldertulpa 3mo ago • 100%
wishing the author of My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness a very GETO UT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD
nathanfieldertulpa 3mo ago • 100%
::: spoiler some sad feelings around motherhood, rambling ive been doing trauma release exercises and meditation recently and theyve brought up so much shit that ive been repressing. like i think i finally unlocked lesbian yearning and holy fuck i can barely handle it!! ive never felt this full body loneliness before, its almost incapacitating. and ive also started to grieve the fact that i’ll never be a mother unless a lot of shit (physical health, finances, mental health) gets magically better over the next few years and it just sucks. it sucks a lot lol
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nathanfieldertulpa 3mo ago • 100%
im a very stupid chaos activist
nathanfieldertulpa 3mo ago • 100%
my dad had to have surgery when i was 3 months into HRT (still boymoding) and when the surgeon came out to talk to me afterwards he thought i was 18 (i was in my late 20's)
nathanfieldertulpa 3mo ago • 100%
obama but he’s a trot:
uhhh let me pamphleteer
nathanfieldertulpa 3mo ago • 100%
i took seroquel 10 yrs ago and yeah that tracks, it would also knock me right out
nathanfieldertulpa 3mo ago • 100%
counterpoint: im an idiot and i dont wanna have to restart halfway into the story bc i made a doodoo character